The purity in his eyes, the simplicity on his face, the selflessness in his talks, the immense love in his whole-self.... makes him one of the most adorable person on the earth or now, heaven...I cannot recall of anyone so simple.
M talkin about my first love, MY DAD.... the first man in my life...
When I close my eyes and his ever-smiling face comes in front of me, it hardly takes me a second to start shedding tears... Not because I miss him, but because the innocence on his face melts me internally....
He could make any damn person fall in love with him... not that he was some Prince Charming, but he was a person with a charm tht can make anyone smile out of your tears in moments....
Anybody good or bad, can never think of hating him... He was loved by one and all...
I used to get so so so jealous when he used to come to drop me in my kinder garten and my fellow-mates used to run to him and start playing with him... pulling him here n there and have fun with him...Being a kid, I used to think that they are him away from me as they dont have a dad like him....
But he used to compensate it all when he used to ride me back home, telling me stories through out the way.. sayin the I am a princess on a horse (our kinetic honda) and all the vehicles around us were other animals and how pricess and her horse were wining by over-taking them... :))
Or he used to sing songs for me all the way back.. (Zindagi ek safar hai suhana... being his favorite)... And only then I used to feel so satisfied that he is ALL MINE.....
I strongly feel, whatever happens, happens for good..... now you will think what was good in loosing such a sweetheart...(though I still cannot believe that he is gone)
I feel, the world now is so cunning, so mean and so shrewed that anybody could have ditched or fooled him... which could have hurt him....
One cannot imagine the way he used to trust people and his chilled out and giving nature would have made him go in, dont know what, direction....
I would not have been able to see him broken at that moment.....
Whatever life he had, was rocking.. he gave and received love from practially EVERYONE around
him...
No one can beat that....He was SOMEONE SO INNOCENT....!!
Love You Dad...!!
Happy Birthday..!!
M talkin about my first love, MY DAD.... the first man in my life...
When I close my eyes and his ever-smiling face comes in front of me, it hardly takes me a second to start shedding tears... Not because I miss him, but because the innocence on his face melts me internally....
He could make any damn person fall in love with him... not that he was some Prince Charming, but he was a person with a charm tht can make anyone smile out of your tears in moments....
Anybody good or bad, can never think of hating him... He was loved by one and all...
I used to get so so so jealous when he used to come to drop me in my kinder garten and my fellow-mates used to run to him and start playing with him... pulling him here n there and have fun with him...Being a kid, I used to think that they are him away from me as they dont have a dad like him....
But he used to compensate it all when he used to ride me back home, telling me stories through out the way.. sayin the I am a princess on a horse (our kinetic honda) and all the vehicles around us were other animals and how pricess and her horse were wining by over-taking them... :))
Or he used to sing songs for me all the way back.. (Zindagi ek safar hai suhana... being his favorite)... And only then I used to feel so satisfied that he is ALL MINE.....
I strongly feel, whatever happens, happens for good..... now you will think what was good in loosing such a sweetheart...(though I still cannot believe that he is gone)
I feel, the world now is so cunning, so mean and so shrewed that anybody could have ditched or fooled him... which could have hurt him....
One cannot imagine the way he used to trust people and his chilled out and giving nature would have made him go in, dont know what, direction....
I would not have been able to see him broken at that moment.....
Whatever life he had, was rocking.. he gave and received love from practially EVERYONE around
him...
No one can beat that....He was SOMEONE SO INNOCENT....!!
Love You Dad...!!
Happy Birthday..!!
seems u lived a fairy tale life wid him..princess..:) happy birthday to d luckiest dad who has such a lovely daughter..:):):)
ReplyDeleteI absolutely have a connect with this section! I so well understand this part and emotions behind every word.
ReplyDeleteI must say you are so positive.. I still can't think of a good reason why my dad passed away.. whatever happens, happens for good! I do believe in it but just not my part of the story around loosing him.
Have no other choice.. :|
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